Diary entry Twenty

Diary entry number - Twenty

It's so very cold here. There are no heaters, and it's snowing. The

temperature inside is exactly the same as outside, we have to wear our coats

and stuff inside and even sleep in them.

It's been a while. Maybe I should restart from where I said I would id I would, with

the fact that I'm no longer going to go to university. Basically, I don't want to.

There we go! Philosophy and Journalism? I couldn't care less about philosophy or journalism!

University is just one of these things that everyone does because they think

that they have to, well screw it. Can't be bothered. Of course this does

mean that the last two years I've spent getting my A levels have been pretty

much wasted, but I had fun. Ah well.

So my plan is to go from country to country learning martial arts from now,

until I have to stop. I'll have a gap year every year. I'll come home, work

for a few months and then go off again. It can be done, these other

countries are very cheap to live in.

I just want to focus on one skill and get good at it. Not spread myself too

thin and waste my life.

Also I'm finally starting to wake up. I've been asleep for the last four

months. My hyperactive personality died, and I went into a slump. I guess

the isolation from my friends and family made me forget what I was here to

do. But now I'm remembering.

I'm starting to embrace my training to the

point that I'm obsessed just like I once was. But now I know how to

recreate this obsession I can build it up and add to it. I can't wait to see

what happens.

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